- puuff!!* blow all the dust on my blog..
1stly happy new yr everyone!!
2ndly happy anniversary syg!! our 1st yr..
on 050109..i lied to everyone..i say i wana help dayah to do her artwork..
well,she never took art b4..n i sleepover at dayah's hs.coz i wana give my honey something..
d reason y i wana stay at dayah's hs coz 1st i need the item,2ndly i wana go to skool w honey.
well,i sleep late on that day,coz i was doing the "message in the bottle" for him..coz i told him i gt nothing for him..really..dats so bad..n den i decided to give him something..yea n i did..i paint a coke bottle(glass) in white,n surrounded by the big heart shape.that heart shape represent hw much i love him,hw much i need him in my life,hw much i care for him. n the name "khaiqa" its always there n keep our love strong n stronger. n inside it i put some papers w messages frm me..
red is for memories,black is for wishes..i hope you like it..n some poem for you..
woke up in the morning,went to meet syg..waiting for him under the void deck plying psp..
i was so happy back then..waiting for him.i didnt hear that he called me..i duno dat it was him..den sudenly h ecalled me at the staircase..i noe u bingit bt seriously i tak dgr..n dalam ati i felt"alahai,mood dia tgh mcm gini,mcmne eh nk bagi benda ni"den i went inside his home n putt all the stuff outside,n meet him n i saw tiger..wee..bt still im scared nk bagi dat gift..
so i ask him to sit dwn n i take the ting,dtg balik dia dah diri g mana ntah..haha makin nervous aku..den i gave the gift,bt then the bottle still wet..damn! i hope he like it..bt all turned out worst..hmm,after skewl i promise him to spent the day w him,silly me,to tired of skool's thing n i decided to go home..feeling like fainting n fever..bt still keep myself strong..i promise him i will repay the day..haish..bt almost 1 week..lom repay bck..i tot of repay it bck besok tapi skejap..stupid of me,nari ble taknk..haish..i did promise him sey..i cried n cried..i duno y..coz i did dis stupid thing..rasa menyesal sgt..i cried until my eyes turn really red..
syg,
im so sorry coz i ampai skang tak repay the day.
its our 1st yr,n im doing dis thing..
i noe its a bad day bck then..
i really regret it..i promise u tapi tak uat2 pun..
i really wana repay it bsk.
bt i noe u tknk.
it almost 1 week..
i will make you happy syg..
kita dah setaun..i wont hurt you anymore..
i wont repeat it animore..
i noe its hard for you to believe it..
im trying now
ok i noe i pernah ckp those word..
bt after reading all ur blog it really make me chnge..
i noe you better n ever,
ur so sweet,charming,lovely.
n kasih sayang u pada seseorg terlalu kuat..
u curahkan sme nye pada org yg u sgt syg..
im lucky to have you..
i cried wen i read ur blog..
memories..
syg,
walaupapepun trjadi pt i
i tetap syg pat u..
i wont leave you..
im sorry for everything..
happy anniversary syg ku..
i love you.
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