- puuff!!* blow all the dust on my blog..
1stly happy new yr everyone!!
2ndly happy anniversary syg!! our 1st yr..
on 050109..i lied to everyone..i say i wana help dayah to do her artwork..
well,she never took art b4..n i sleepover at dayah's hs.coz i wana give my honey something..
d reason y i wana stay at dayah's hs coz 1st i need the item,2ndly i wana go to skool w honey.
well,i sleep late on that day,coz i was doing the "message in the bottle" for him..coz i told him i gt nothing for him..really..dats so bad..n den i decided to give him something..yea n i did..i paint a coke bottle(glass) in white,n surrounded by the big heart shape.that heart shape represent hw much i love him,hw much i need him in my life,hw much i care for him. n the name "khaiqa" its always there n keep our love strong n stronger. n inside it i put some papers w messages frm me..
red is for memories,black is for wishes..i hope you like it..n some poem for you..
woke up in the morning,went to meet syg..waiting for him under the void deck plying psp..
i was so happy back then..waiting for him.i didnt hear that he called me..i duno dat it was him..den sudenly h ecalled me at the staircase..i noe u bingit bt seriously i tak dgr..n dalam ati i felt"alahai,mood dia tgh mcm gini,mcmne eh nk bagi benda ni"den i went inside his home n putt all the stuff outside,n meet him n i saw tiger..wee..bt still im scared nk bagi dat gift..
so i ask him to sit dwn n i take the ting,dtg balik dia dah diri g mana ntah..haha makin nervous aku..den i gave the gift,bt then the bottle still wet..damn! i hope he like it..bt all turned out worst..hmm,after skewl i promise him to spent the day w him,silly me,to tired of skool's thing n i decided to go home..feeling like fainting n fever..bt still keep myself strong..i promise him i will repay the day..haish..bt almost 1 week..lom repay bck..i tot of repay it bck besok tapi skejap..stupid of me,nari ble taknk..haish..i did promise him sey..i cried n cried..i duno y..coz i did dis stupid thing..rasa menyesal sgt..i cried until my eyes turn really red..
syg,
im so sorry coz i ampai skang tak repay the day.
its our 1st yr,n im doing dis thing..
i noe its a bad day bck then..
i really regret it..i promise u tapi tak uat2 pun..
i really wana repay it bsk.
bt i noe u tknk.
it almost 1 week..
i will make you happy syg..
kita dah setaun..i wont hurt you anymore..
i wont repeat it animore..
i noe its hard for you to believe it..
im trying now
ok i noe i pernah ckp those word..
bt after reading all ur blog it really make me chnge..
i noe you better n ever,
ur so sweet,charming,lovely.
n kasih sayang u pada seseorg terlalu kuat..
u curahkan sme nye pada org yg u sgt syg..
im lucky to have you..
i cried wen i read ur blog..
memories..
syg,
walaupapepun trjadi pt i
i tetap syg pat u..
i wont leave you..
im sorry for everything..
happy anniversary syg ku..
i love you.
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`Sometimes @ 11:10 PM
- haish..wat a day..morning work..come late,lost my cap n name tag..
arrived at bugis so damn late..count stock so lembab..wat happened to me?
manager pat office dtg lambat..customer dah berlambak..takda duit..n hv to use my money..
hmm..den pop popcorn,minyak abis,gula abis,popcorn abis..really a day for me lah..tgk gaji punya lah cikit..beh kene bayar duit company sal short..haish..nk kene g bank alik..bt den pasal bank i didnt mit my syg..actuali can..cuma pasal i hv to settle my pln..im scared dat i dun hv enuf tym to spend w him..mum ask to alik cpt..im scared to msg syg tadi..tadi jek dia cam tak ske..i noe its my fault ..datz y i wana msn him..trlalu rindu..sayang..tak sabar nk tanye khabar..dah mkn ke lom..lau by miss kol2 boring kan..lau msn ley chat2 best kan??hmm..bt tings getting worst.. ;(
syg g tgk art gallery nan rid n ira tadi..mesti fun kan syg?i duno its start today..i tot sat..n i dah plan nk ajak syg tgk on sat..bt..oh well..sayang dah tgk..mayb i shud go alone bsk..oh no...no.. syg sro rest..so im not going uh..mesti lawa kan art2 tu..sun i cant go to dis art tingy..coz dah janji w my fren since last week nk mit drg..so after mentor mit drg..bt..haish..duno wat to say..told u my bad day today..
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`Sometimes @ 7:52 PM
wake up late today..830 am..need to reach work at 930..bt i reach der at 10..lol
fuh!! derrick just arrived..so no prob..count stock,prepare popcorn,hot dog,nachos everything..
1st customer buy evian..hvnt count my money yet,bt wat to do dah lambat tanggung sendiri..
ok bored!! read eragon,msg my sweetheart,sleep!! yeah derrick also sleep..we both sleep..tak sadar tepon bunyi..manager called i tink atlast derrick pick it up..after dat we both laugh..i sleep again n i tink air liur melelih!! OMG!! I JUST SAY DAT DIDNT I??I TOOK BCK MY WRD!!HAHAHA den bngun, we went hyper..dancing,singing,chatting(bout dog n cat)..haha lame..until 430,realese frm work..wan kira stock lambat lah..supposely need to meet danial..erm sori lambat..my fren ni lah.haha sweetheart meet dem 1st..a few min after i chnge my clothes i mit dem at bugis mrt infront guardian..sweetheart saw me n smile lebar sey..haha malunyee..den saw emi,aizat,putra,n yg terselit pat tepi danial!!! ahaha..nape lah pat tepi2.lol malu lah umpa mereka ni..muka tgh penat dah lah bau popcorn..lol..erm they look so shock..lagi malu..
suddenly danial gv me something..wah!!!! its STITCH!!! CUTE GILA!! 19 is the yr of stitch..ahaha gt many stitch..best..dlm ada card lagi from danial,emi,aizat,putra,fra n arip..aww
im so touch..thnk you fren..love u all..~ den another ting i got..a grafitti dat is my name..lawa..by dan..wow cool..bt ppl u guys salah spell my name haha..ok den off we go..i go lalala w swtheart at town..ct hall..jokes arnd..laughing..lol den buka pat marina best sey..lawa gila..den go to merlion chit chat..took some pic..lambai hello pat tourist..sfter dat off we go..alik abg ask to go to 7-11 buy 4 kopi..haha i bought orange juice,otw hm found dis buntal cat,pregnant,den msg sweetheart ampai salah umah sey alik..malu lah haha bt den
i really enjoyed today,best lah!! lagi2 sweetheart haah..
k dis is some pic..
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`Sometimes @ 10:30 PM
lol happy berfdae to me!! hey 19 is still young k??ala ok lah tu lau krg nk panggil kakak yek atleast respect gak..(kepada adik rid n adik khidhir) well,u gona get old next mnth khid..
hey2!! guess wAT? my hubby surprise me sumting..actuali meeting him at 230 pat orchard
gonna watch WALL E w free tix..then hubby msg n say yg dia dah ampai,apalagi kanchong sey gegerl..kelam kabot kai tudung..dat tym kol 2..well,dari cini g orchard skejap jek
15 min? den msg him ckp im out bila kluar umah nk turun tangga nampak benda biru besar serga n say"gaaaaarrhh!!"haha anjat gegerl!! rupa2 nye hubby bought me a BIG BLUE STITCH!!!! weee~ thnx syg!! really love it..beh all d way jln nan stitch lupa plak sal my sayang ni..lol..sori..kusyuk sgt bobal nan stitch lah..agagaga..well,after dat we watch wall e..sayang ske sey..ketawa2 tgk..funny kan??ahaha.."we can grow pizza plant" ahaha
well,im sori lau i mood swing sayang..ttb sey..haiyo..bt overall it was fun sey nan u!!!
fun!! i love it v much..1 of my wish dah come true..i dpt celebrate w my love one..lagi satu lom..u tau kn syg??i never celebrated w my fren sey..sedihkn?haha well tak mentak bnyak pun..
ok lor dis is some pic..only my stitch lor..haha
well sweetheart i really enjoyed tau!! tau!! hehe
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`Sometimes @ 12:03 AM
syafiq ryan my new cuzzen
toink-toink n bunny-bunny sleep2
NOP rox!!
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`Sometimes @ 11:27 PM
- hey,long tym tak update..well,life? its really great..bt now?im not sure..
uncool i tink..hmm for 2 yrs every 21 n 22 sept ada jek benda yg merepek blaku..
issit bout me?why suddenly ppl arnd me change?or im the one?what on earth happening here??
damn..im lost..
well,i duno bout tommorow..hope its gona b fine..if not..duno wat to say..
ppl out there sorry for everyting..im tired of all dis shit..i cnt sleep well i cnt eat well..this is how i feel..i also duno who is this ppl r..so im sorry..so many ting to do at hm..n wat?im alone? hell yeah..hmm..too many ting to do now..i hv to fixed everyting well now..
naah..stop this topic..
tomorrow gg out w him..my booboo..my lovely booboo..cnt wait..
friends,im sorry for everything..tc!
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`Sometimes @ 12:50 PM
- ola..
last sat was so fun..
dapat jumpa S507 balik..rindu sekali dengan mereka. i went there with nana.
reach there at 4 i think..after mkn i pinjam anwar's gitar n play w nana kat dpn laut..
i play this 1 song n nana try nyanyi..cool..1st dia nyanyi "d tepi pantai......." den try "1 crow......." den Bitch dtg..(ifwat) jgn marah ehk..haha NANA ko..haha
kk..den he help us w the song..n it really work lah..sedap..skali ada dis one photographer dtg,he ask me to play gitar n d rest nyanyi n he took our pic bnyak gak lah..muka kene maintain sey..haha den syaz dtg play d gitar gak kat pondok..n it works...wooohooo!!! den sweetheart dtg n play d gitar too kat tangga2 bnyk...weeeee....best lah..den me,nana,n ifwat nyanyi..hahahaha..we r d crow!! im the "c" nana the "r" syaz the "o" ifwat the "w"..haha
ifwat:ehk ko tadi bagi kitaorg each letter kan?aku nk letter 'r'
nana: haha aku r lah..
ifwat: ala..kk aku nk "w"
me: ko memang "w"
ifwat: yes!! (dgn reaction dia yg luar biasa tu)
haha
den we 3 start calling each other bitch..haha
n sweetheart also say that word too..nice one syg..haha
btw is officially NANA k...haha
ifwat2...haha
k lah really hv fun..spent tym w mah fren..
after dat spent tym w mah beloved sweetheart..
wee..
Labels: we r d crow BITCH
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`Sometimes @ 3:38 PM
- yoha..
hey,since everybody asked me to update,i update lah..
haha well,kinda lazy lah nk update dis month..haha
kk 1st of all i gt a new cousin..her name is alya..
i want to meet her lah..bt no tym lor..then i gt a new
fren ryan,my t'cher's newborn son..
haiyo ramainye org pregnant..haha
yesterday
my darling is sick..today also..haiyo
i hope his ok now..plz drink alot of water yar..
im damn worried hor..
i hope dat u go to doc sok..
hmm,i miss kol him at 2am,to inform dat i wana sleep..
bt den,i cnt sleep lah..now is 234am..
bsok kene g taka.. haha
gile..
tadi tgk ivan almighty now tgh half way tgk ghost rider
haha bt im too tired n better sleep now
better tc of my health..
i cnt b sick,later darling will b worry bout me
haha
k lah,i wana sleep now..i hope darling hv a lovely sleep now..
tc of urself au..
bubye bloggy..
nite..or morning??
oh,well..tata
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`Sometimes @ 2:24 AM
- wow!!
mentoring today was damn fun..
firstly we have EP uh..all d students kecoh mah..
we played additions..the new topics they learn 4 now..
we put on our number sticker.. i took no.7 coz i love it mah..
we have to find a partner to make 1 sum..
eg:_ + _ = 9
so we have to find a partner uh,lyk, im using no.7 sticker
n i have to find ppl who wearing no.2 sticker so i can make 9..
get wat i mean??haha
kecoh sey..lagi2 alfian..cute tol..semangat sgt ampai terpekik2..
yeah n today is jewel's berfday..happy 7th berfday..
ok back in class,i have to take 1A3 class 1st..
i miss my 1A2 class,which is my original class..
i asked them to do some excercise work in their book..
n we go tru test paper..hmm good..im impress..
ramai pass math..dey r all cute lah..shafiran d only guy
coz sufi absent..
ok 11:15 change class..meet my 1A2 class..
sme senyum lebar,n hyper wen c me..
coz last week i dun come..
i teach dem lyk i did in 1A3..
bt den ders extra tym,so i do some math kidz chart w them..
n the winner is yong liang n jeffrey..
haha
ok sen tym up..balik tym lah..
wen fei HUG me reli TITE so cute..
tak lepas2 kan..
haha den all 1A2 come to me n hug me..
mcm roller coaster..hahah
next week drg kai skewl uniform..best kan
after mentoring pract some song 4 next week..haiyo..
bnyk benda uh nk kene uat i have to deco the stage..
haha
hmm,now im home chat w darling..
he's soooo wonderful..
he's soooo charming..
he's soooo caring..
i love him lah..
hehe
dah2 cukup..k lah wana sambung chat w him..dada
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`Sometimes @ 5:29 PM
i wish i was ur blanket,i wish i was ur bed, i wish i was ur pillow underneath ur head,i
wanna b around u,i wanna hold u tight, & b the lucky person who kisses u goodnite
8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning... i love you
Uve won my luv now I luv u.This heart of mine I give 2 u.So keep it safe as i have
done.For u have 2 and i have none!
There are a million stars and a million dreams, you are the only star for me, the
only dream i dream
Ull always be mine 4 now & 4ever.Ull always be mine 4 u r my treasure.Ull always
be mine please tell me its true.Please be mine 4ever ill always luv u
one day the moon said 2 me, if your lover makes you cry why dont you leave your
lover.. i looked at the moon n replied would you every leave your sky?
I love 3 things! The sun, the moon and U! The sun for the day, the moon for the
night and you forever!
if i died or travelled far, i'd write ur name on every star,so everyone could look
up & see, dat u mean the world 2 me
How can u tell the rain not 2 fall wen clouds exist?How can u tell the leaves not
2 fall wen the wind exists?How can u tell me not 2 fall in love wen u exist?
Accidents do happen.i slip- i trip- i stumble- i fall & usually i dont care at all.but
now i dont know what to do cos i slipped and fell in love with u
U say u luv me & want 2 hold me tight.those words run thru my head day &
nite.i dreamt u held me & made me see dat 4ever 2gether we would be!
1000 words 1 could say.1000 wishes 1 could pray.1000 miles legs i could walk.
1000 sounds a mouth could talk.1000 times ill b true.1000 ways 2 say i luv u!
You can fall from a bridge, you can fall from above, but the best way of falling,
is falling in love!
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`Sometimes @ 5:18 PM
