SADIST LYF!!!

2009-01-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

puuff!!* blow all the dust on my blog..
1stly happy new yr everyone!!
2ndly happy anniversary syg!! our 1st yr..
on 050109..i lied to everyone..i say i wana help dayah to do her artwork..
well,she never took art b4..n i sleepover at dayah's hs.coz i wana give my honey something..
d reason y i wana stay at dayah's hs coz 1st i need the item,2ndly i wana go to skool w honey.
well,i sleep late on that day,coz i was doing the "message in the bottle" for him..coz i told him i gt nothing for him..really..dats so bad..n den i decided to give him something..yea n i did..i paint a coke bottle(glass) in white,n surrounded by the big heart shape.that heart shape represent hw much i love him,hw much i need him in my life,hw much i care for him. n the name "khaiqa" its always there n keep our love strong n stronger. n inside it i put some papers w messages frm me..
red is for memories,black is for wishes..i hope you like it..n some poem for you..
woke up in the morning,went to meet syg..waiting for him under the void deck plying psp..
i was so happy back then..waiting for him.i didnt hear that he called me..i duno dat it was him..den sudenly h ecalled me at the staircase..i noe u bingit bt seriously i tak dgr..n dalam ati i felt"alahai,mood dia tgh mcm gini,mcmne eh nk bagi benda ni"den i went inside his home n putt all the stuff outside,n meet him n i saw tiger..wee..bt still im scared nk bagi dat gift..
so i ask him to sit dwn n i take the ting,dtg balik dia dah diri g mana ntah..haha makin nervous aku..den i gave the gift,bt then the bottle still wet..damn! i hope he like it..bt all turned out worst..hmm,after skewl i promise him to spent the day w him,silly me,to tired of skool's thing n i decided to go home..feeling like fainting n fever..bt still keep myself strong..i promise him i will repay the day..haish..bt almost 1 week..lom repay bck..i tot of repay it bck besok tapi skejap..stupid of me,nari ble taknk..haish..i did promise him sey..i cried n cried..i duno y..coz i did dis stupid thing..rasa menyesal sgt..i cried until my eyes turn really red..

syg,
im so sorry coz i ampai skang tak repay the day.
its our 1st yr,n im doing dis thing..
i noe its a bad day bck then..
i really regret it..i promise u tapi tak uat2 pun..
i really wana repay it bsk.
bt i noe u tknk.
it almost 1 week..
i will make you happy syg..
kita dah setaun..i wont hurt you anymore..
i wont repeat it animore..
i noe its hard for you to believe it..
im trying now
ok i noe i pernah ckp those word..
bt after reading all ur blog it really make me chnge..
i noe you better n ever,
ur so sweet,charming,lovely.
n kasih sayang u pada seseorg terlalu kuat..
u curahkan sme nye pada org yg u sgt syg..
im lucky to have you..
i cried wen i read ur blog..
memories..
syg,
walaupapepun trjadi pt i
i tetap syg pat u..
i wont leave you..
im sorry for everything..
happy anniversary syg ku..
i love you.

2008-10-10T19:52:00.003+08:00

haish..wat a day..morning work..come late,lost my cap n name tag..
arrived at bugis so damn late..count stock so lembab..wat happened to me?
manager pat office dtg lambat..customer dah berlambak..takda duit..n hv to use my money..
hmm..den pop popcorn,minyak abis,gula abis,popcorn abis..really a day for me lah..tgk gaji punya lah cikit..beh kene bayar duit company sal short..haish..nk kene g bank alik..bt den pasal bank i didnt mit my syg..actuali can..cuma pasal i hv to settle my pln..im scared dat i dun hv enuf tym to spend w him..mum ask to alik cpt..im scared to msg syg tadi..tadi jek dia cam tak ske..i noe its my fault ..datz y i wana msn him..trlalu rindu..sayang..tak sabar nk tanye khabar..dah mkn ke lom..lau by miss kol2 boring kan..lau msn ley chat2 best kan??hmm..bt tings getting worst.. ;(
syg g tgk art gallery nan rid n ira tadi..mesti fun kan syg?i duno its start today..i tot sat..n i dah plan nk ajak syg tgk on sat..bt..oh well..sayang dah tgk..mayb i shud go alone bsk..oh no...no.. syg sro rest..so im not going uh..mesti lawa kan art2 tu..sun i cant go to dis art tingy..coz dah janji w my fren since last week nk mit drg..so after mentor mit drg..bt..haish..duno wat to say..told u my bad day today..

2008-09-24T22:30:00.003+08:00

wake up late today..830 am..need to reach work at 930..bt i reach der at 10..lol

fuh!! derrick just arrived..so no prob..count stock,prepare popcorn,hot dog,nachos everything..

1st customer buy evian..hvnt count my money yet,bt wat to do dah lambat tanggung sendiri..

ok bored!! read eragon,msg my sweetheart,sleep!! yeah derrick also sleep..we both sleep..tak sadar tepon bunyi..manager called i tink atlast derrick pick it up..after dat we both laugh..i sleep again n i tink air liur melelih!! OMG!! I JUST SAY DAT DIDNT I??I TOOK BCK MY WRD!!HAHAHA den bngun, we went hyper..dancing,singing,chatting(bout dog n cat)..haha lame..until 430,realese frm work..wan kira stock lambat lah..supposely need to meet danial..erm sori lambat..my fren ni lah.haha sweetheart meet dem 1st..a few min after i chnge my clothes i mit dem at bugis mrt infront guardian..sweetheart saw me n smile lebar sey..haha malunyee..den saw emi,aizat,putra,n yg terselit pat tepi danial!!! ahaha..nape lah pat tepi2.lol malu lah umpa mereka ni..muka tgh penat dah lah bau popcorn..lol..erm they look so shock..lagi malu..

suddenly danial gv me something..wah!!!! its STITCH!!! CUTE GILA!! 19 is the yr of stitch..ahaha gt many stitch..best..dlm ada card lagi from danial,emi,aizat,putra,fra n arip..aww

im so touch..thnk you fren..love u all..~ den another ting i got..a grafitti dat is my name..lawa..by dan..wow cool..bt ppl u guys salah spell my name haha..ok den off we go..i go lalala w swtheart at town..ct hall..jokes arnd..laughing..lol den buka pat marina best sey..lawa gila..den go to merlion chit chat..took some pic..lambai hello pat tourist..sfter dat off we go..alik abg ask to go to 7-11 buy 4 kopi..haha i bought orange juice,otw hm found dis buntal cat,pregnant,den msg sweetheart ampai salah umah sey alik..malu lah haha bt den

i really enjoyed today,best lah!! lagi2 sweetheart haah..

k dis is some pic..

2008-09-24T00:03:00.003+08:00

lol happy berfdae to me!! hey 19 is still young k??ala ok lah tu lau krg nk panggil kakak yek atleast respect gak..(kepada adik rid n adik khidhir) well,u gona get old next mnth khid..

hey2!! guess wAT? my hubby surprise me sumting..actuali meeting him at 230 pat orchard

gonna watch WALL E w free tix..then hubby msg n say yg dia dah ampai,apalagi kanchong sey gegerl..kelam kabot kai tudung..dat tym kol 2..well,dari cini g orchard skejap jek

15 min? den msg him ckp im out bila kluar umah nk turun tangga nampak benda biru besar serga n say"gaaaaarrhh!!"haha anjat gegerl!! rupa2 nye hubby bought me a BIG BLUE STITCH!!!! weee~ thnx syg!! really love it..beh all d way jln nan stitch lupa plak sal my sayang ni..lol..sori..kusyuk sgt bobal nan stitch lah..agagaga..well,after dat we watch wall e..sayang ske sey..ketawa2 tgk..funny kan??ahaha.."we can grow pizza plant" ahaha

well,im sori lau i mood swing sayang..ttb sey..haiyo..bt overall it was fun sey nan u!!!

fun!! i love it v much..1 of my wish dah come true..i dpt celebrate w my love one..lagi satu lom..u tau kn syg??i never celebrated w my fren sey..sedihkn?haha well tak mentak bnyak pun..

ok lor dis is some pic..only my stitch lor..haha

well sweetheart i really enjoyed tau!! tau!! hehe

2008-09-22T23:27:00.014+08:00

syafiq ryan my new cuzzen

toink-toink n bunny-bunny sleep2

NOP rox!!

2008-09-22T12:50:00.003+08:00

hey,long tym tak update..well,life? its really great..bt now?im not sure..
uncool i tink..hmm for 2 yrs every 21 n 22 sept ada jek benda yg merepek blaku..
issit bout me?why suddenly ppl arnd me change?or im the one?what on earth happening here??
damn..im lost..
well,i duno bout tommorow..hope its gona b fine..if not..duno wat to say..
ppl out there sorry for everyting..im tired of all dis shit..i cnt sleep well i cnt eat well..this is how i feel..i also duno who is this ppl r..so im sorry..so many ting to do at hm..n wat?im alone? hell yeah..hmm..too many ting to do now..i hv to fixed everyting well now..
naah..stop this topic..
tomorrow gg out w him..my booboo..my lovely booboo..cnt wait..
friends,im sorry for everything..tc!

2008-04-01T15:38:00.002+08:00

ola..
last sat was so fun..
dapat jumpa S507 balik..rindu sekali dengan mereka. i went there with nana.
reach there at 4 i think..after mkn i pinjam anwar's gitar n play w nana kat dpn laut..
i play this 1 song n nana try nyanyi..cool..1st dia nyanyi "d tepi pantai......." den try "1 crow......." den Bitch dtg..(ifwat) jgn marah ehk..haha NANA ko..haha
kk..den he help us w the song..n it really work lah..sedap..skali ada dis one photographer dtg,he ask me to play gitar n d rest nyanyi n he took our pic bnyak gak lah..muka kene maintain sey..haha den syaz dtg play d gitar gak kat pondok..n it works...wooohooo!!! den sweetheart dtg n play d gitar too kat tangga2 bnyk...weeeee....best lah..den me,nana,n ifwat nyanyi..hahahaha..we r d crow!! im the "c" nana the "r" syaz the "o" ifwat the "w"..haha
ifwat:ehk ko tadi bagi kitaorg each letter kan?aku nk letter 'r'
nana: haha aku r lah..
ifwat: ala..kk aku nk "w"
me: ko memang "w"
ifwat: yes!! (dgn reaction dia yg luar biasa tu)
haha
den we 3 start calling each other bitch..haha
n sweetheart also say that word too..nice one syg..haha
btw is officially NANA k...haha
ifwat2...haha
k lah really hv fun..spent tym w mah fren..
after dat spent tym w mah beloved sweetheart..
wee..

2008-03-27T02:24:00.002+08:00

yoha..
hey,since everybody asked me to update,i update lah..
haha well,kinda lazy lah nk update dis month..haha
kk 1st of all i gt a new cousin..her name is alya..
i want to meet her lah..bt no tym lor..then i gt a new
fren ryan,my t'cher's newborn son..
haiyo ramainye org pregnant..haha
yesterday
my darling is sick..today also..haiyo
i hope his ok now..plz drink alot of water yar..
im damn worried hor..
i hope dat u go to doc sok..
hmm,i miss kol him at 2am,to inform dat i wana sleep..
bt den,i cnt sleep lah..now is 234am..
bsok kene g taka.. haha
gile..
tadi tgk ivan almighty now tgh half way tgk ghost rider
haha bt im too tired n better sleep now
better tc of my health..
i cnt b sick,later darling will b worry bout me
haha
k lah,i wana sleep now..i hope darling hv a lovely sleep now..
tc of urself au..
bubye bloggy..
nite..or morning??
oh,well..tata

2008-03-16T17:29:00.002+08:00

wow!!
mentoring today was damn fun..
firstly we have EP uh..all d students kecoh mah..
we played additions..the new topics they learn 4 now..
we put on our number sticker.. i took no.7 coz i love it mah..
we have to find a partner to make 1 sum..
eg:_ + _ = 9
so we have to find a partner uh,lyk, im using no.7 sticker
n i have to find ppl who wearing no.2 sticker so i can make 9..
get wat i mean??haha
kecoh sey..lagi2 alfian..cute tol..semangat sgt ampai terpekik2..
yeah n today is jewel's berfday..happy 7th berfday..

ok back in class,i have to take 1A3 class 1st..
i miss my 1A2 class,which is my original class..
i asked them to do some excercise work in their book..
n we go tru test paper..hmm good..im impress..
ramai pass math..dey r all cute lah..shafiran d only guy
coz sufi absent..
ok 11:15 change class..meet my 1A2 class..
sme senyum lebar,n hyper wen c me..
coz last week i dun come..
i teach dem lyk i did in 1A3..
bt den ders extra tym,so i do some math kidz chart w them..
n the winner is yong liang n jeffrey..
haha
ok sen tym up..balik tym lah..
wen fei HUG me reli TITE so cute..
tak lepas2 kan..
haha den all 1A2 come to me n hug me..
mcm roller coaster..hahah
next week drg kai skewl uniform..best kan
after mentoring pract some song 4 next week..haiyo..
bnyk benda uh nk kene uat i have to deco the stage..
haha
hmm,now im home chat w darling..
he's soooo wonderful..
he's soooo charming..
he's soooo caring..

i love him lah..
hehe
dah2 cukup..k lah wana sambung chat w him..dada

2008-03-16T17:18:00.002+08:00

i wish i was ur blanket,i wish i was ur bed, i wish i was ur pillow underneath ur head,i
wanna b around u,i wanna hold u tight, & b the lucky person who kisses u goodnite

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning... i love you

Uve won my luv now I luv u.This heart of mine I give 2 u.So keep it safe as i have
done.For u have 2 and i have none!

There are a million stars and a million dreams, you are the only star for me, the
only dream i dream

Ull always be mine 4 now & 4ever.Ull always be mine 4 u r my treasure.Ull always
be mine please tell me its true.Please be mine 4ever ill always luv u

one day the moon said 2 me, if your lover makes you cry why dont you leave your
lover.. i looked at the moon n replied would you every leave your sky?

I love 3 things! The sun, the moon and U! The sun for the day, the moon for the
night and you forever!

if i died or travelled far, i'd write ur name on every star,so everyone could look
up & see, dat u mean the world 2 me

How can u tell the rain not 2 fall wen clouds exist?How can u tell the leaves not
2 fall wen the wind exists?How can u tell me not 2 fall in love wen u exist?

Accidents do happen.i slip- i trip- i stumble- i fall & usually i dont care at all.but
now i dont know what to do cos i slipped and fell in love with u

U say u luv me & want 2 hold me tight.those words run thru my head day &
nite.i dreamt u held me & made me see dat 4ever 2gether we would be!

1000 words 1 could say.1000 wishes 1 could pray.1000 miles legs i could walk.
1000 sounds a mouth could talk.1000 times ill b true.1000 ways 2 say i luv u!

You can fall from a bridge, you can fall from above, but the best way of falling,
is falling in love!

There are 3 steps to happy happiness: 1 you. 2 me. 3 our hearts 4 eternity!

2008-03-15T23:49:00.002+08:00

i'll be here for you

when you sad or upset

i'll be there

when you dont know what do do

i'll be there

when your world has turned upside down

i'll be there

i promise i wont leave you

i'll be right by your side

through thick and thin

through the dark corners of life

i'll be there to help you

dont worry now im the one you can count on

no matter what troubles you in

i'll be there

in the middle of the night

or the bright shining morning

i'll do what ever i can to help you get through

ill be your very own shoulder to cry on

i'll listen thats what my ears are for

i know you would do the same

im returning the favor

you helped me when i was down

so now its my turn

why you ask?

because i love you

you are truly my one and only

if anyone try to tell you different they just want to bring you down

they dont want you to have something they cant have

so whenever you're sad or confused

look for me

and i'll be there

2008-03-08T00:02:00.002+08:00

Setiap kaliku termenung, ku kerap terbayang wajahmu yang manis dan sedang tersenyum. Ku tak dapat melupakan, walau sedikitpun, cintamu yang suci dan sejati lagi ikhlas. Dengan genggaman tangan kananku, aku bersumpah, tak akan cinta kita dapat diputuskan, tak akan kita dipisahkan dan tak akan cintamu dilupakan. Kaulah segalanya, kaulah hidupku, kaulah cinta, dan kaulah SAYANG.
________________________________________________________________

Yesterday's gone,
tomorrow's here.
I wish I could turn back time,
as it's your voice that I wanna hear.

Everytime you looked at me in a way,
looking at me through the eyes.
Trying to tell me to stay,
trying to say something nice.

I'm immune to all these pains,
like a pile of hard and dry sands.
I could hardly wait to see you again,
and to feel your hands.

Loving you is a promise that I'll fulfill.
And I swear to you, my sweetheart.
I always will.

Happy 2nd month! 060308.

Muhammad Khairulddin & Syafiqa An-Nuriyah;
Cinta untuk selamanya, love forever.

Yours Truly,
-AiERuLe-

2008-02-18T17:28:00.002+08:00

i feel lyk crying??
am i hurt by someting??
or im to emotional rite now??
hmm..

i tink after 3 days sick..
my body keep on emotional lately
im sorry peepz..

2008-02-18T14:07:00.002+08:00

fida'iy: yea!! nasi ayam!!!
aunt ain: mana ada nasi ayam untuk a'iy..
fida'iy:paman!! takda nasi ayam untuk fida'iy lah..
obek: kalau takda nasi ayam mentak nasi ayam
dekat???
fida'iy: SYURGA!!!!!!
hahahahahahhahaha

fida'iy: kak fiqa nak sudu!!!
me: mana ada sudu..
fida'iy: adalah..nk sudu..
me: sudu kat syurga
fida'iy: mana ada sudu kat syurga!!!
me: kat syurga dpt mcm2 au,sudu pun ada..
fida'iy: kat syurga ada nasi ayam lah!!
hahahhahahaha

2008-02-18T13:31:00.005+08:00

hey there..
im feeling better now..
wow so many ppl keep asking me hw i feel now uh
popular gak..cik zin keep calling me until today..
haha thnx 4 concern bout me,dun wori dis sun i will come
to the mentoring.hahax

kk todae company jai g doc..family clinic lah..
g poly ramai sgt org..
he also sick lyk me..wen to sheng siong buy beg for nenek..
cik ain kol,ask us to accompany her g doc..
we go to silver cross plak..
sofia was der last tym..
aunt also got the same problem..
bt den doc sey is not food poisoning..
virus from hospital..
is from sofia..
dia kenal sofia..
haiyo u lil cutie muffin pie!!
pembawak virus rupanye..
hehe
yea,my temperature 38.3 last tym..
n sweetheart sent me to poly..
cant talk much w him..
sorry dear..
3 days lying on bed..
nothing to do..
haish!!
bt now i can eat..weee
bt not milk..
im craving alot of food..

1: vanilla oreo bubble tea
2: chocolate
3: ice cream
4: nasi ayam
5: milo
6: tahue
hmm...alot lah..sampai termimpi2..
hehe

sembang w aunt,uncle n jai
sing a song for a'iy
"a'iy,a'iy..idung kemek,perut buncit,mata belolok,dahi jendol"
haha

2008-02-13T13:17:00.002+08:00

Your Eyes

When I look at your eyes,
I see your true self.I see you're sweet,
and caring.
I see you're giving and forgiving.
I see your love for me.
When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying
When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry.
I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again
That I'll never see the love or the sweetness
Or the love that makes you who you are.
One day you'll be gone - gone from me.
Gone from this world.
No matter what happens,
those eyes will one day closeAnd forever rest in peace.
But you'll never be completely gone,
Because every time I close my eyes,There you will be.

2008-02-13T09:49:00.000+08:00

11 feb 2008
history 4 the hanafianz.
our beloved grandfather has passed away..
9am in the morning.
actuali i hv to come there early,accompany my nenek.
coz dia jatoh,bt den i woke up late,at nine.
b4 that mum scolded me coz im late.
mum's fon rang at 9
my aunt called.
mum:hello
aunt:mak ada kol ko tak?
mum:ada lah,tadi dia sro satu org teman
aunt:bukan tu lah,baru ni!!
mum:tak nape?
aunt:mama tak gerak lagi(called their father mama coz he was 1 of the raden's family)
mum:huh?mama tak gerak lagik???
n she put down the fon.
n say to me "tgk lah tok ko dah tak gerak,dari tadi aku sro krg bangun temankan nenek"
haiyo nape yg tinggal telok blangah yg kene g tlg,bt not d woodlands ppl??
mum called nenek.
mum:mak,mcmne nan mama??dia dah tak gerak ehk?
nenek:MAMA KO DAH TAKDA LAGIK
mum cried..
n say dis to me:tok ko dah meninggal!!! tok ko dah takda!! ktg tau tak??
panic,shock,lost...
all dat is in my head..
oh god!!
i noe u love him v much!
we also do!

now i hv to teman nenek 4 1wk
i hv to sleep beside her
replace 4 tok 4 the tym being.
everyday wake up saw her in tears.
i feel bad n sad
coz tak dpt pujuk her,,
she say tok nanti tarik2 dia lah
tok itu tok ini..
haiyo
well,hanafianz
pepe pun kite tetap bersama k?
miss him alot

2008-02-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

Hello lovely's! Haha! Okay, this is Khai updating Fyque's blog. (Sebok jer eh?) Well, this is gonna be short. I promise you. So these two weeks have been such a great time with Sweetheart! I don't even know if I should list down on what we did recently. But one thing that we enjoyed the most, was when we visited the Zoo on our first month! Yeap, we did had alot of fun. But sad thing we didn't see Ah Meng the Orang Utan there. She was really sick that time, and died a few days ago. Haish. Memories....

Anyways, erm ... I kinda forgot what I was gonna write. Oh wells! I promised this post is gonna short did I? Or is it..?

That's all.

Labels : Gimme, gimme! Gimme more!

2008-01-27T16:13:00.000+08:00

hello there it's me fyque..
lama tak update..hehe kk actuali im at keje ni..
wawa..tadi tido jap nan dayah..haha i slept first..then dayah pun terikot..
haha
lunch tym..wee..g my toink2 nye kedai..wee..
mamam..kembong sey perot..
hmm..kk lotz of ting happen today..read HER blog..
fuyoo..duno hw to explain lah sey..
im getting cold coz im piss off sey..
haha oh well,get a PROPER lyf lah sey!!
hey toink2,i love the song lah..
wah!!!
haha..
cool..
hmm..
"i love my toink2 so so much,so so much
so so much"haha the song that elmo nyanyi kan..haha
cute kan??
wee..cant wait 1 month..dah mcm 1 yr..
weeeeee....

2008-01-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! Okay, this isn't Fyque updating okays? The name's Khai, a special someone representing this blog of hers. Haha! Hmm, it's been a long time since she got her eyes into this blog. It WAS in such a mess, till I cleaned it up! Siapa tak sayang bini oi?! Haha! Shh! So yeah, got her photo on the profile column, arranged the links nicely in one row, and of course, added my favourite music in too. Yeap, it's specially for her to cherish and for the rest of you to adore. It has one of the sweetest lyrics in one of my favourite songs collection. So, that's about the blog. Move on.

About us! Let's see. At this date, 23rd of January, our relationship was like only more than two weeks old, yet lots of things happened. Memories were building, yet it's already too much to even tell. We couldn't believe our hearts that we've been together for only such a short time. It felt like, it's been months! How awesome! Haha! Hmm, it's been twice since I've treated her to Ben & Jerry's ice cream, and I'm treating her for another one, tomorrow! Whee! Sayang, must try Sweet Cream N' Cookies tau! Yummy!

So, that's about it I guess. Hey you guys, listen! :

*whispers to everyone* I'm missing my Bunny-bunny alot!!!

And this was what she texted me about what I should write at the end of this post. "I LOVE MY SUPER TOINK-TOINK! Whee! It's from me!" Haha! Ain't she the cutest?!

That's all.

Labels : Things I do for true love.

2008-01-05T01:57:00.000+08:00

deres bloggy..
today is my last day im using net..
haiyo!! i already expect dat my bro will shut it off..
there's a reason behind it..
jeng3!!
well wat to do rite..
ppl out there,i noe u guys gonna miss me soon..
ahakz!! jkjk!!
wee~
tc!!
(missing u ALOTZ!!)

2008-01-04T10:03:00.001+08:00

You are SUPERMAN

Superman		85%
Supergirl		75%
Green Lantern		70%
Wonder Woman		65%
The Flash		60%
Robin		50%
Hulk		40%
Batman		30%
Spider-Man		25%
Catwoman		20%
Iron Man		20%

You are mild-mannered, good,
strong and you love to help others.

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2008-01-04T09:48:00.000+08:00

oh god!! oh god!!
i read it!!
my heart skips a beat!!
tears of joy flowing down..
wat happened to me?
oh god!! oh god!!
im confused..
oh god!! oh god!!
am i willing to hear it out??
am i ready bout it??

i feel beautiful if u enter my lyf..
i'm falling in love..

MALE MATES=(MALE)masculine,boy,guy; (MATES) companions,friends

2007-12-28T09:52:00.000+08:00

MALE MATE=friends that are guys!

are awesome 'cause u get a guy's point of view on everything,
and can be a good mate without any bitchiness.
although sometimes parents OVERLOOK the friendship and
put the words 'BOY' and 'FRIEND' together to make one word and they assume
you're an item.ahakz!
sometimes it's easier 2 have a male mate than a female mate.
i don't know why,it just is.(sorry peepz,ahakz!bukan mengatal ehk..).criusly you may find u have a bond
with a guy bt it's not a dating bond,if you noe wat i mean.it can come in real handy
having a male mate,especially u need boyfriend advice.but you have 2 have an understanding
boyfriend la..ahakz!(AND PARENTS)if u are going 2 keep ur friendship going w ur male mate,
bcoz a lot of guys(AND PARENTS)can't understand how you can have a guy as a BESTFRIEND.
Hey if u end up falling for your male mate and he falls for you,then that's even better cause
ur relationship will be based on a strong friendship.(hmm y not kan?cool..)wee~
well peepz out there GO FOR IT BABEH!!
ahakz!!

2007-12-27T10:43:00.000+08:00

helo bloggy!!
sori dah lama tak update..internet rosak,tepon umah rosak
hp ppd low..gosh!!
skang dah ok uh..dat stupid singtel men dah dtg..lembab sey service..
yesterday was soo fun..mkn aiskrim kat ben n jerry..hehe
since last yr sey nk try..thnx psl blanja yek..u noe who u r..ahakz!!
nn..kat esplanade ada dis band..oh gosh!! sedap lah sey..lead singer dia CUTE ahak!!
hmm 20th jan..nk kene perform uh..kene nyanyi..ish!! lagu lembab sey..lean on me n you've got a friend..ish!! n n they need ppl to play d song w guitar..
ish!! nape tak piano..kan sedap..ahak!!
hmm i've been thinking nk join aym..ahak!
kecian ar..
hmm..nk kene pikitr lagi uh..
aahaahah...
-pagi2 bangun tido mum say"FIQA JOM IKOT IBU G PASAR TEKKAH"
banyak2 tempat tekkah pe..terhina sey..aha..
kk i nd to pract my song..
daa~

2007-12-18T10:24:00.000+08:00

sheesh!! yesterday i saw KAKAK i tink kat skewl..i tot it was dayah..coz i ask dayah to company me g toilet..i went out 1st..dayah was wearing a telekong..white color..so i tot dayah was behind me..chey!! bobal nan dia cam paham..confident au bobal..i saw dayah asyik standing rite behind me jek..i toleh,dayah aru kuar dari pintu musollah..wth..beh sape sey kat blakang aku..haha gaknye tu psl aku demam ehk..kk tak me start saket kat lib interview..i cant sneez,beh my throat start saket..i tot takda pape so i eat anyting uh like minum gas mkn sembarang..wawa..ampai skewl i have to walk alone sey..nasib tak seram..gelap tu gelap ar..musollah sejuk to the babs la sey..im shivering sey..cant sleep idung sumbat..ingus melililh..kepala pening..SEJUK!!! tgk jam ala baru 250 am..try tutup mata takle..tgk jam aru 335am..takle tido..tgk jam lagi,440am..chey ada org bangun g toilet la..ikot2 jek la..takle tdo kan..bile matikan aircorn baru ley tido..2 hr jek dpt tido..f eel bad towards hanisah..sorry uh..takle tahan lah kesakitannye..i wana join u guys men WATERBOMB!! bt im sick la sey..hmm..mayb ada hikmah nye..sorry fren..kk im to tired now..goodbye yaw!

yesterday

2007-12-14T11:00:00.000+08:00

wee~
yesterday baru alik batam..my sis dua2 ajak g interview..woish!! penat sey dat tym..
beh bila dah ptg2 tu rasa boring gak..sal drg sme kuar..so boring..tak kecoh2..actuali me n khai patut nye kuar carik keje..bt im so tired uh dat tym..i tink dia pun sama..bt this is killing me sey..boring sesangat..so i ask him out lagi..kiteorg g chinatown..nothing there yg best..den jln2 tros kat clark quay style lak..haha si khai dia beli PATRICK..my boyfriend!!!! lepas tu dah bli tak habis2 nan patrick dia argghh!! aku amik baru tau!! wawawa..kk then mit k.fina n geng at suntec..g penin..bli jeans,me n khai wait outside the shop..beh ada mat2..ee rimas lah!!!! dey r lyk trying to impress ppl lak..rimas!! cant u understnad RIMAS!!HAHA den i ajak khai jln tempat lain..baru drg nak blah..merepak ar ..haha chey cam anti mat gitu..haha kk den wen to funan n eat kat kfc..n also waiting for k.cha n t'cher..wee..tgh mkn2 ttb ada kerak ayam fiiishhhhuuu!!! pap!! jatuh kat atas my meja..kerak dari angkasa lah..wawawa..den antar t'cher alik..after dat we all g orchard..jln2 sambil main teka teki..sme lame sey..haha bt fun den wen to 7-11..atlast i got my STRAWBERRY MILK!!! im in love w it!!kk den duduk kat tangga petik2 gambar..sambil main2 uno..nikita ar bwk uno..n im the first 1 kalah beh kene forfit..ala forfit senang jek petik gambar panjat kat atas platform..2nd tym main im the first 1 menang..wawawa khai kalah..den dey ask him to do someting muka dia pucat lah sey..takot ye bang?haha bt atlast dia kene sama nan me..tapi dia kene posing ala-ala brahim pendek..haha..kk
after game kiteorg pun alik..reach home arnd alermak..tak tau lak..hahah
pape i had alot of fun there!! wee
*khai yg sal BATON tu my sis ok w it!! haha khai lame..
hehe

the day before n at batam

2007-12-13T09:35:00.000+08:00

TUE
wee~
on tue nite me n dayah g mediacorp..tgk cite pak2 bing2..malunye..dayah lah nk duduk depan2
haiyo!! lepas tu kene tarik duduk kat stage tu..paisey2..heh..kk went outside sal kaki krem..tunggu kak ati n abg ann nye shooting lama sgt..saw khairul anwar..wee petik lah gambar nan dia..den dayah nk g toilet..ish!! minggu ni asyik kene kacau nan benda2 halus jek..inside the toilet cume ada me n dayah jek..dayah nk petik2 gambar kat dlm toilet..den dis ting rasa2 nye dia pun nk amik gambar so dia pun bang the cubicle door lah..beh ketuk2..seram gak lah..tapi dat tym tak rasa takot pun..i tot dayah tak prasan..beh bile kuar dari toi she says"now i really understand"
meaning she get the idea lah..tapi cool ar..heh..

WED
11 45am..naik ferry g batam( Bini Aku Tau Aku Mampus)heh..ampai batam kol 1045am..
cam time travel gitu kan..cool..batam 1 hr late lah..hmm..best lah kat umah k.yanti..toilet dia open space..feewiitt!! mandi mlm2 kat citu best sey..nyanyi2..wee..beh duduk kat ambing sambil jamming lagu indon,spore n m'sia..lepak2..tgk angsa..waaa kampung life sey..i love k.yanti nye BELACAN power beb!! tak sama nan singaporenye..
kk actuali i cant go to batam..my passport less than 6 mnth..ala kurang sebulan pe..
hmm..kat batam kene tahan..beh the person nk umpa obek idek..but k.yanti save the day..funny lah story nie..k.yanti ckp tolong pak,ini bapak dtg sini untuk berubat..(pointing at my uncle),immigrasion guy says:
iye pak tapi apa kena mengena dgn dia(dia refer to me) k.yanti say dia pun org cini jugak..org boyan..dia dtg mau berubat jugak..he says:berubat untuk apa? mu uncle reply:DIA HILANG INGATAN..he says:baik pak..jgn diulangi lagi..WAWAWAWAWWA ilang ingatan lagi...funni sia..bt syukur ar..dpt msk lau tak sia2 saja harapan ku..wawawawa
cool ar org2 kat sana..wee..reach spore arnd 8..

someting following us..heh

2007-12-10T14:17:00.000+08:00

kk last tym company dayah to causewaypoint..dia nk bli tong sampah..arnd 8..
den k.ti kol ask to acompany her lak w lil miss sofia..haha cute lah dia..she love to say the word "aap"hehe..cute cute cute..ok fiqa dats enough for now,sme org tau dia cute..kk bck to reality..hehe..so kiteorg jln2 kat cp sambil tunggu abg aji..mkn mc flurry yg barunye,muak sey..strawberry..i was expecting ais krim strawberry sey..padahal2..kk abg aji drop us kat umah ifah..wee..bestnye..ifah still d same..short as b4..i tink im getting taller tak?heh..bobal nan dia ampai lah kol 11 baru balik..4rm blk 300+ kiteorg jln kaki to blk 128..tak penat sey..tapi...wen we both pass by umah ifwat..blk 117..haiyo..SOMETHING FOLLOWING US..eee..seramnye..dayah tak tau pape..she walk infront me..take her own sweet tym kat depan.. something pulling me down..my weight makin berat gile..tak le jln..den i push dayah to walk faster..i gave her hint..takkn nk sebot nama BENDA tu kan..i tink she got the msg uh..i kept saying my prayers"a'uzubikalimatillahitammatimminsharimakhalaq" many tym dlm hati..bile tak sebot aduh!! saket sey dia tekan..bile naik tangga 128 i cant stand nk collapse sey..dayah still noe nothing i tink..kat dlm lif..fuyoo..that UGLY BLACK thing standing behind me..wee..seram uh..bile kat level 5 i really cant stand anymore..dayah always infront of me so dia msk umah dulu tinggal me srg w that big tingy..i cant stand it anymore..i really2 wana cry..bkn takot..tapi saket..nk msk pintu umah dia tarik me frm behind maut sey itu mcm..nk grab dayah dia dah msk..so i force myself uh..msk kaki kanan beri slm..hahahahahah padan muka ko!!atlast i got to enter the house..bt not u!!! hahah..baru badan ok ckit..tapi saket tu masih rasa gak..well wat to do dia takle msk umah org islam pun..dat ting trying to enter my body..bt takle..heh syukur2..kk story ni tak seram..lagi seram yg kat skolah..wewewe...wawawa..ok2..saja type bnyak2 nk mengefull kan blog ni..weeeeeeeeeeeee~

tak ingin lagi

2007-12-06T16:58:00.000+08:00

Tak pernah ku sangka
Hatiku kan terluka
Dua tahun lamanya
Ku rela diriku diperdaya

Ku hanya berdiam diri
Hanya mengira masa
Bagaikan mimpi ngeri
Dikau asyik menyiksa diriku

Ku tak perlu cinta
Perlilah kau dariku
Buang masa saja
Tak sanggup ku menunggumu

Tak ingin lagi
Aku membisu
Asmara ini
Bukan untuk diriku

Pernah dikau berkata
Kasih tuk selamanya
Kini jelas semua
Tak pernah kau menyintaiku

Aku tahu cinta
Yang kau mahu
Bukanlah dariku saja
Taksanggup ku
Bersamamu

to dayah

2007-12-06T16:19:00.002+08:00

is hard 4 me to fall in love again..sorry..
i cant i duno y...i really cant..
i hvnt found the perfect guy yet dayah..
i noe is quite long to fall in love again..
sorry..i tink u r the 1 who shud fall in love w somebody dayah..
haha

2-5 dec..many things happen

2007-12-06T09:16:00.000+08:00

2nd dec 2007
my mind was blank..i opened my multiply..n go to liya's multiply..
i was so shock..saw the pic..all sec 5 pic..they all went to botanical garden
w cikgu..so i tot is ihsan onli..coz liya is from ihsan..n im from iman..bt.. i saw some of my classmate
from iman..confused..i sms zakaria..ask him bout the tingy..he said tu kan all sec5 nye picnic..
arrgghh!!! im really angry sey..how come i duno sey..i told him nobody contact me pun..dia pun terkejut n angry w others..dia tak caya nobody msg me..yup2 is true fren..even my close friend,bestfriend,my classmate,imanites takda sesape yg msg me..i duno anyting.. i feel angry,dissapointed,sad,blank..ape gunanye lau krg asyik mentak no aku kan?hmm its ok..perkara dah lepas pun..i noe bout dis on 2dec the picnic is on 22nov..hmm..jgn diulang lagi ok fren?ppl make mistake.. i miss u all..

3rd dec2007
my first day kat keje..i work as cpo..best..org kat sana sme frenly..i meet a new fren..luqman..
bt i already quit..blm 1 ari pun dah quit..psl..on the interview drg kata keje 5 days a week n drg ckp nan luqman 2days off,2days ot,2 days keje ehk?lau tak slh ar..bt actuali is 7 days..no holidae pun even public holiday..haiyo..n dat tym syaiful,nana,mar tgh interview kat my plc..haiyo sori krg..im so sori..n..n..khai lagi tgh on the way..sori khai..dah lah tunngu org lama..hehe..den we walk n find some jobs available..jln dari orchard ampai esplanade..cool
reach hm arnd 12

4th dec
ape jadi ehk?mm..oh ya..khai ajak mamam kat kedai mak dia..hehe
me n dayah takot nan mak dia..muka garang..bt actuali ok..frenly..heh
den g my old blk..lawa..jakon jap main lif..haha den g antar form keje kat chin swee rd..ehk?btl ke nie?papelah..den g teman khai g airport,interview lah..lama gak tunggu ampai perut dah bertechno..lapar lah beb..kk den g mkn kat vivo..saw firework..cool kan..makn beh ada firework..tapi skali jek..ala goverment lokek lah taknk tunjuk banyak2 ahah kidding..after makan g tengok binatang2 alalala cute berbenor,ahak..g toys'R'us..men2 mainan..hey!!im still young ok..heh..reach home at 10 plus i tink..

5th dec 2007
woke up at 5:30 am..lepas tu takle tdo..hehe..mit KHIDHIR at tamp..yup2 khidhir bin halim..history..den g pulau ubin w khai lagik..haiyo.ahah n shu too..kecian shu demam..dah lah ujan lebat..mandi ujan..habis basah..n..n.. DRG TAK PERNAH DGR BUNYI KATAK huahahahaha..ehk action ehk aku? wll,fun gak lah..msk kat sana..tompang umah apek..apek kata ada harimau..haiyo..hehe cool ar..sejuk sey..tapi dgr2 kan LIGHTHOUSE LEY TERBANG haha..pe jek khai..kk..ampai tamp tros bli air panas n went to suntec..at 1030 alik uh..bt i reach hm at 11 plus..skali my mum kata, ehk?asl tak tdo umah dayah??ler...patut lah tak msg org..padahal ley tdo umah dayah..haha 5th dec berfdae ifah..i miss u alot lah sayang..happy 18th birthday dear..(='_'=)

sport day

2007-08-10T17:04:00.000+08:00

keputusan dah kluar..congratulation to wind house..
well,fire house came in last plc..coz dey count by gold medal..
bt fire still champion too..coz lau kire brape bnyk medal..we won!!
we gt 99 point n we came in first..wind 2nd..bt,d system kire gold medal..
itz ok..we still proud w our team..coz we r united..yea!!
congaratulation to wind again..
here are fire hs photo

LOVE

2007-04-19T17:33:00.000+08:00

LOVE=Be fond of,be devoted to,adore

Liking
Object
Value
Emotion
(when your heart skips a beat)

what is love?it's a qtn dat has been asked for centuries.some ppl tinks dat love doesnt exist,bt it does. love is lyk a rainbow and the seven colours are the different degrees of the emotion - love for ur parents,love for ur grndma,love for ur pet,love for ur bestyfriends and love for ur boyfriend. i tink love is when you care deeply for an individual and respect them highly and,particularly with boyfriends,you may hv an unexplained connection. dont mistake the initial heart palpitations and infatuation of a crush with love. i always like to tink if,after six months,u are stiil together and tings r going well,then u could be on the road to love-dom.
if u r in love wif somebody else n they dont reciprocate those feelings,u cant make them love you.just let it go...